behind.

our bones.
she loves her new backpack. she wears it everywhere. church is no exception.

I feel so behind. In so many things. I'm not always on top of everything... but at least a few things in my life. I have a bazillion unfinished projects in my life. It's so bad that I actually need to start making lists. Josh has two different classes he goes to a week. I set up gym appointments a week in advance and then I try to remember which days and times. I don't know what to make for dinner. I have been late taking Josh to school. My island hasn't really been cleared off for a while. Busy working on several holiday cards for people. Charlee pulls her pony tails out and takes her shoes off the minutes we get into the car. Every time I drive Nick's car it's out of gas. I'll go to a store and buy everything except what I went there to get. I've yelled at Josh a few times. gave charlee a tiny little push when she didn't listen. it made me feel a little better. until josh saw me and reminded me that we don't' push. then I felt a little guilt. I forgot to send Joshua's thankful song back to school so they could sing it. We still don't have our new bed up and the old one out. lots of laundry. craft projects. photo shoots. missionaries for dinner. my dad. visiting teaching. soccer practice. lab work. rs stuff. friends in need. an assortment of winter and summer clothes all mixed together in my closet. subbing. blogging. taking pictures. scoring high school exit exams online. editing wedding pics for a friend. putting away Halloween stuff. going to the temple. ...see, there is a ton and that's just what I can remember right now. I did, however, sneak away for a girl's weekend to the ellen show. so much fun. I do love ellen though. probably wouldn't have watched that particular day at home, but loved loved loved being there in real life. the time change has been hard. josh is up at 6:30 and we are NOT used to that. charlee is talking more and more. I love to hear her little voice. Josh too. He has such a sweet heart. Sometimes I just want to scream, and sometimes I do...but I love spending my days with them. I'm going to try to regain control this week. We shall see...